Tuesday 23 December 2008

ME ON GREY'S ANATOMY


CAST OF GREY'S ANATOMY


I started watching a show few months ago about doctors and now how I wish I had taken biology. This is the impact that show had on me. The show named GREY’S ANATOMY impressed me so damn much that I actually want to be a doctor.

Seriously. It’s not just a “show”. It’s a show where people save lives. It’s a show where Izzie killed her fiancé. It’s a show where Meredith and Derek are on and off their relationship almost every day. It’s a show where George marries Callie and divorces her in months. It’s a show where Alex is a complete jerk. It’s a show where Christina and burke are completely perfect for each other. It’s a show with Dr. Bailey. It’s a show where Meredith tried to drown herself because her Alzheimer patient mom called her ordinary. It’s a show where burke left Christina at the altar when they were about to marry. It’s a show with Meredith and Derek. It’s a show with love, relationship, comedy, and work.

MEREDITH(ELLEN POMPEO) AND DEREK(PATRICK DIMPSEY)

Derek is the real charm of the show. Played by Patrick Dempsey, Derek is a neurosurgeon whose wife cheats on him with his best friend and he falls in love with Meredith. He believes in love, happy endings and fairy tales. Derek is too good to be true. He’s a perfect man. Meredith. She’s a perfect human. She makes mistakes and more mistakes and some more mistakes. I just could not take her dumping Derek. I mean she has her prince charming and she says “you are everywhere, saying things.” People can be so dumb. Even Addison, ex-wife of Derek calls Meredith stupid for leaving Derek. She’s experienced. I was really impressed with season 4. it showed step sister of Meredith, Lexie grey. George had to repeat his internship as he failed his exams by 1 point. now that is rude. Then the cases in SEATTLE GRACE HOSPITAL are fantabulous. Then we see Dr. Haun haunting Cristina since burke left. Apparently burke was Cristina’s mentor and fiancé. He was teaching her about cardio and when he left, it kinda screwed it all for Cristina yang. Bailey, chief, mark sloan(the male whore as everyone called him) best friend of Derek and so many surprises. Lexie and Meredith were so great. Meredith doesn’t like her as her father chose Lexie on Meredith. When Derek calls Lexie as “the girl from the bar” it kind of makes Meredith mad. Meredith and Derek met at a bar and Lexie and Derek met at the same place an year later. Lexie was the intern of Cristina and she bullied her coz Meredith is Cristina’s “person”. They both are best of friends and quite alike. Both are messy.


The finale of season 4 was a big, big, big surprise. Derek and Meredith ended up together. Derek dumped rose(he was dating her). Meredith learns that her mother wanted her to learn from her and be extraordinary as a person. George gets a second chance to pass his intern exams. Bailey gave the clinic to Izzie. Danny (her fiancé) left her 8 million dollars and she gave it up for a free clinic.
Happy endings for everyone…

Season 5 is still left for me to see. I downloaded season 4 as it still hasn’t aired in India. People have done such great acting that it doesn’t looks like a show. It seems so real.



The scene where Meredith drowns and Derek saves her was wow! In those two episodes, Meredith tries to find out why she let her drown being a swimmer in an after life sort of thing. She sees Denny’s , the bomb man, her mother’s nurse, her dog doc and one of her patients. All dead. Denny particularly makes her realize its important for her to live and she cant abandon her life. Not for herself, but for cristina, Derek and her friends. Denny tells her that he stays in the hospital and sometimes when he and izzie are in the same room, his heart beat goes up. Then at the end they show izzie and danny feeling each other’s presence. I hate creatives for killing Denny. Derek told meredith’s mother that she was the reason Meredith tried to die whom was admitted in the same hospital (life, BY GOD!!!) , coz she called her ordinary and then her mother dies. Meredith meets her and she tells her that she anything but ordinary. Then she runs for her life and gets inside her body.


IZZIE AND DENNY

Denny’s death was shocking. He came to seattle grace for a heart transplant and fell in love with izzie. Izzie in order to make him get the heart, cut his LVAD wire. He got the heart but somehow he dies. Izzie could not recover from the shock. Katherine heigl (izzie but ofcourse) was amazing in the scene.












The last scene of season 4 was worth dying for. Mer and der come back together don’t ask how. Long story. Derek was searching for Meredith and Meredith for Derek. They meet on derek’s land. Derek planned to build a house for him and Meredith when they were together but they broke up and he wanted to sell the land. Meredith decorated the land just as the blueprint of the house with candles. Derek comes and they share a moment then he runs and tells her that in order to be with her, he needs to make his conscious clear and tell Rose about it.



Beside great scenes and storyline, grey has breathtaking dialogues and wonderfully weird names. Like they call Derek mcdreamy, Mark Sloan mcsteamy, Bailey nazi, George 007(license to kill) etc etc...




Some of the quotes-:

Miranda Bailey:I have five rules. Memorize them. Rule number one, don't bother sucking up. I already hate you, that's not gonna change.

Denny Duquette:I've been lying in this bed for close to a year, and I've had a lot of time to look back on my life. And the things that I remember best – those are the things I wasn't supposed to do and I did them anyway. The thing is: life is too damn short to be following these rules.

Meredith Grey:The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you're in control, you're not.

Katie Bryce: My head is full. Dr.

Meredith Grey: It's called thinking. Go with it.

Dr. Meredith Grey: We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?

Dr. Meredith Grey: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

Dr. Cristina Yang: [about inviting Burke to Thanksgiving dinner] What was I supposed to do? Blow off my boyfriend for Thanksgiving?

[pause] Dr. Cristina Yang: I tried to. He wouldn't blow. He's like something sticky that won't blow off.

Dr. Derek Shepherd: So, who's next, Alex? He likes to sleep around... you two have that in common.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You don't get to call me a whore! When I met you, I thought I had met the person I would spend then rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues... who cared? Because I was done. You left me! You chose Addison! I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore!




Every title is some song name and every episode contains overwhelming quotes and unheard songs from various artists. How to save a life by fray, the quest by bryn Christopher, sunday by sia and soooo many more.

I cant tell 1 reason why not to see anatomy but I can give thousands of reasons why to watch it. aiwaii hii itna bada article likha hai…

Thursday 30 October 2008

BIRTHDAY BUMPS WITH NOSTALGIC MEMORIES

It’s strange that we celebrate birthdays despite the fact that it means we lost a year from our life. Now that’s optimism…

Variety is the spice of life and I can’t stand spices. Changes make my head spin. Another change in my life occurred today. We shifted, yet again. I dint know it was this difficult to move out though this is our third time.

I had so many memories attached with that house. When we moved in, I was not very comfortable but god and time are greatest healers. We moved just a floor above my maasi’s house. I was not comfy with so many people around and when I did, I lost it.

When you think life’s perfect, everything gets messed up. Same happened with me. I was happy and enjoying to the fullest when suddenly maasi had to move out. It was not that bad in the starting coz she lived with us for some weeks but when she left, I felt incomplete. I wish I could just not get attached to things.

It felt different with no one calling me, no one to open the door when I arrive from school, no one was there. Where ever I looked I saw empty spaces. I tried to recall all those memories but it just bought sadness on my face just like now in spite of the fact that they were pleasing memoirs. Those days I worked in the house. I was made to learn to prepare bread pizza and I had all the junk food in those days with coke everyday.

I remember my niece taking her first step, talking for the first time, doing some of her pranks, running to me, playing with the phone or ipod or just dancing. I remember me and my sister making brownies, eating them at 1 in the night, just chatting, watching tv.. I remember celebrating my brother’s birthday just the way I wanted mine. Everything was perfect. I did have some “not so good moments” but other than that it was just the thing.

My birthday did come last week with a lot of grief. We were about to move, I had to celebrate my birthday in that half empty house and hurt of a broken dream. It was a dream come true at least for me to live with those whom I consider my family and one day it was shattered.

The day started with saddy saddy mood and ended with a cheerful smile. I visited my niece, spent the day with her and blew all my money, which I m proud of. It was just coz of my friend who gave me a ride to maasi’s place.

Today m here writing this at 1200 am in the night coz I wanna take this out of me. now it feels good…

I did not anticipate certain friends of mine to remember my bday. But they did and I was overwhelmed. I don’t mind if u forget my bday as I cant remember any bdays but it does make a difference when someone unexpected wish you. They made my day.

When you laugh everyone laughs with u but when u cry, u cry alone.

Aise hi likha. A thought in the end gives it a better feel…





P.S- MY BIRTHDAY WAS ON OCTOBER 11TH, I WROTE THIS ON OCTOBER 15TH AND I'M POSTING IT ON OCTOBER 30TH.

Saturday 11 October 2008

HOPE AND FAITH


And I m not talking about that show on star world :P


YOU SCREWED IT UP, NOW LIVE WITH IT. But we don’t. We try as much as we can to fix it. I do coz there’s always some hope somewhere. I had a huge argument with my English teacher about this. She said there’s always hope and I didn’t agree. Now I know we are never fruitless.

It’s coz of hope that we survive in bad times. Hope to live. Hope for a better tomorrow. Hope for some miracle. Hope that things would change for good. Believe it or not, we are hardly hopeless.

I heard this dialogue in some show I guess kis desh but m not very sure. It was like “ jo apki marzi se ho woh achcha. jo apki marzi se na ho, woh aur bhi achcha kyunki usmein bhagwan ki marzi hoti hai…” I try to follow it as much as I can coz there’s no point wasting your time being cynical. We know we have to go through bad times so bear it with some positivism.

Stop pitying on yourself and start a fresh. When all doors closes, a window somewhere is left open. We just have to find it.

I’m good… I can be philosophical too. So I m closing with one last thoughtful thought.

Hope for the best but prepare for the worst…

Between I was hoping to watch jerry Maguire badly and it did show up on HBO but I missed it. M still hopeful…

Saturday 20 September 2008

monotonous life!!!

hello...



it has been a very long tym... i messed up my xams again... wat was i supposed 2 do? they dint give any hols in btw. continuosly v had xams 4 a week... neva mind. theres always a next tym..

i neva thot i cld live widout net n chattin but it was'nt really difficult. m runnin outta tym n still donno wat 2 write. wen i logged in, i saw so many offline msges of mah frnds... it was nyc 2 c tht they still remember me n nicer tht they miss me...

i wonder y do v get so much attached wid d virtual world. i was so into orkut tht i forgot i had a life. communities, friends n games n ol sort of stuff made me completely a different person. n ppl do take it so passionately. thank god m outta it. ppl lyk me, immature sort, shld enter wid a mind set- it wont effect me.

i cant believe i m givin advice 2 ppl. i dont give a shit wat others think or do. hu cares??? i mean why shld i care? no1 shld. n now i hate ppl hu try 2 get in my personal space. "why arent u doin this or tht?" abbey m i tellin u wat 2 do n wat not 2?

anyways i still dont ve a career n i don wanna get into engg. physics suxx. new changes in our old skul. new teachers. our eng teacher left n her subsi is not as gud as her. not even close. not even a bit close. she doesnt no how 2 teach n she is a dufus. i hate her. v ol do.

its tym 4 me 2 wrap up. glad tht i wrote n iss parampara ko aage badaya...

Saturday 16 August 2008

happy raksha bandhan...

so much has happened since my last post. i screwed up my exams, got nominated 4 d head gal thin, anchored independence day celebration at skul unsuccessfully...

net's not workin since ages. ve not chatted wid friends. tv n buks r my 2 lifelines these days. even my ipod is bored playin those songs again n again. its rakhi today n m enjoyin d 2 my fullest. ve 2 post asap so tht i cam go bak n play pranks. came 2 dwnld sum songs n videos. n movies.

last 1 mnth i ve been readin a lot. read chetan bhagat's 3 mistakes, nite at call centre n 5 point some1. also dan brown's digital fortress. chetan bhagat was gr8 in his buks. ol buks r awesum. dan brown is my fav author n he disappointed me wid digital. da vinci n angels n demons were mind blowin. deception point was gud but this digital was yakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.... present status-: searchin 4 another novel.

was chosen as a nominee 4 d head gal n i screwed up my second interview. it was a disaster. first 1 was ok wid jus princi n 1 more teacher. second 1 had 6 teachers surroundin me askin faltu questions. it was scary n i refused 2 tell princi abt d culprit of a mess tht happened a day b4. m gud...

nothin else 2 ryt. bahot kaam hai. many videos n movies n songs r waitin 4 me. catch u l8rs.

Thursday 26 June 2008

me moi n myself

i was gettin bored last nite so i thot may b i cld ryt sum more in my blog. i m writin jus 4 myself. this blog thin is jus 4 apeksha. i dont care wat any1 thinks n feels abt it n dont even bother 2 tell me if u donno me.


my hols r gonna end this mon n m really scared. not coz i gotto get back to skul but coz dis is my last yr n still i don ve a "lakshya". i really donno wat m i supposed 2 do after skul. its really a decision of mah lyf. i gave mahself 2 yrs 2 think wen i chose non med in 11th n tht tym limit is abt 2 end n wat d hell i m clueless. omg!!! thot abt law, engg, mass comm n stuff but m not sure. wld i b able 2 cope up wid any of these careers? i mean ppl r so sure nowadays tht wat they want in n 4m lyf. m not. it scares me 2 death. n my skul. wow!!! d stupidest skul eva. it suxx!!! i donno how ppl in our class cld say "v ll miss our skul". d only gr8 thin is our angrezi teacher. she is d best teacher of d skul. i ll miss these hols. had gr8 tym wid my family. itne maze kiye by god... n i got rid of my biggest addiction. orkut. now i don really miss it. m totally over it.


1 more thin. i met one gr8 person in skul. mah friend, philosopher n guide chets. she nos me better than any1 else in dis world. she laufs on my cheesiest of ol comments n jokes. n makes me lauf as well. she nos ol my bad habits. she nos my addiction 2 tv. she nos m d biggest bhullakad. . i make her watch d shows i watch. dmg, friends, roadies n now kis desh n she lyks my choice. not every tym. but she always give it a try. she's a very busy person. ol day long she has sumthin or d oder to do n here i m wastin my tym as much as i cld.


this is my last free week :( tues se idiotic skul. faltu teachers. moron students.



Wednesday 25 June 2008

yiippiieee!!!!


well 4 ol those who dint understand d topic by d pic above, its on kis desh mein hai mera dil...its my present fav n d most happenin show these days. m really excited abt 1 thin these days n tht is kis desh...
hum hain iss pal yahan jane ho kal kahan... i jus wait ol day long 4 d clock 2 bang 8.30 n kis desh 2 start. this is not d first show m madly in luv wid. a huge list is down d line. kth, dmg, lrl, remix but these ol shows disappointed me in sum way or d oder. abhi tak kis desh is doin well n i jus wish tht doesnt happen wid this 1. i don wanna lose my fav couple. besides d main leads, i really lyk preet(prem's bro). he 2 is awesome. now a days prem n heer r livin wid each oder but a silence always surrounds thm. they cant express thmselves coz they r not tht type.

prem(harshad) has grown as an actor. i cldn't believe it was ali(of lrl) in front of my eyes. ekta's choice 4 prem was so damn correct. there cldn't have been a better prem. hes such a convincin actor. the best scene was wen he confessed his feelings 4 heer. he did it so well. it felt lyk he was really in luv wid heer. n wen he stood up 4 her wow!!! dhansu banda hai. i watch tht show jus coz harshad acts so well. he makes me feel he's prem in real who really really adores heer n cld do anythin 2 make her happy. it had many dhakkad scenes lyk prem's entry, their first meetin, then second, thn third n many more 2 go...thn prem n heer in tht above scene, abhi recently wen he confessed his luv in front of dozens of ppl. hayyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wen prem fell 4 heer, he practised 2 confess his feelings but cldnt. but wen he did it was his best performance. i no i call ol his scenes best scenes but they r. they were destined 2 b together n now finally they r. m so happy!!!!! yippie!!!! ab koi beech mein aaya na toh gaad dungi(simms srry 4 usin ur line) ...

i even made my friends watch d show. n they left dmg 2 watch kis. they liked it so much. harshad n aditi roxxxxxxxxx. m so happy. dmg is crap. at least 4 me it is. still i watch it jus 4 armie's sake.

Saturday 21 June 2008

phas gaya...

i saw aamir!!!! well it was a long tym back. i dont ve anythin else 2 ryt abt so m gonna ryt abt aamir n d roller coaster i went through while watchin d movie...

d movie's gr8. simply awesome...
raj(rajeev) is a brilliant actor. no doubt abt tht. while shootin he jus followed instructions of his director on a phone n acted n performed lykwise n thts d best part.i dint lyk d endin though but it was perfect. there could not ve been a better endin. aamir dies a martyr but hes not recognized as 1. i hated d fact tht after doin so much he was tagged as a terrorist.
i was stunned 2 c only 8 ppl came 2 watch d movie(includin 3 of us). n a guy was sleepin.sapne mein aamir dekh rela tha. v literally counted n v were hopin abhi aa jayenge 15 min ki movie hi toh huyi hai...interval hi toh huya hai...1.30 hr mein d movie was over not a single person came. v were so worried tht v wont get tickets n stuff but yeh toh gugu ho gayi...

there was no runnin around trees, romantic nos., or item gals in d music yet d music is fantabulous. i luved d song chakkar ghumyo n ha raham is my fav.

aamir, a doctor practisin in england, cums back n blah blah blah...he encounter discrimination d second he lands. he has 2 go through security check many tyms coz his name was aamir. i mean coz he was a muslim. thn he gets a phone call follows d instructions of an unknown man who has whereabouts of his family n gets into d rattrap. devastatin condition of muslims have been picturized in d movie. how cld any1 on dis earth lyv lyk tht? who d hell wld ve thot tht ppl r so badly treated by our govt? deprived of basic necessities, they were livin lyk animals. it was one courageous decision he tuk. not many can make out btw ryt n wrong in such a situation. he kept d bomb in d bus. left but he returned to do wat was ryt. ppl saw him takin up d bomb on himself so why d hell did they think he was a suicide bomber who backed off at d last moment? idiots. he gave up his lyf coz if one can save so many lives by abandoning own lyf thn he shld. bolne mein mast lagta hai jab hoga toh no1 wld. heros always take d ryt decision but in real lyf i doubt any1 cld do such a thing. i cant. it takes tremendous audacity 2 b a hero. thts y they r called "heros". batman, superman nahi. real lyf heros.

for ol those who dint lyk aamir-i pity u n ur bad taste.


hiillllaaaa...such a big post. dont get bored ppl. next tym i wld b careful

Tuesday 17 June 2008

tym 4 sum truth

as a matter of fact i deleted my orkut acc last mnth. it was actually coz my mum was worried abt my spendin so much tym on pc. i got pissed off n deleted my acc. but i believe wateva happens, happens 4 d gud. i was gettin toooooo attached wid orkut n now m back 4m d virtual lyf...


but one thing is 4 sure tht i made gr8 frnds der n many r still in touch. thanx 2 orkut i learnt m not tht mature as i thot i ws.

chalo ab sab achche achche comments do n make my day :P

jus 4 u

simms my 1st post is dedicated 2 u coz u were d one who do not allow anonymous users 2 post a comment on ur blog. i made this jus 2 comment on ur poetry.

now i ll try 2 ryt ol d crap i can n bore ppl who dares 2 visit my profile...

so enjoy!!!!!